Budget 2020
Dear herd!
Budget 2020 is simply like this:
Education: Rs.4 billions
Health: Rs.20 billions
Defence: Rs.1402 billions
I know. Education and Health are mainly under provinces (18th Amendment) and will get allocations through provincial budgets as well.
But dear Vawda-kinda! This Rs.1402 billion doesn’t include military pensions (Rs.369 billion which is 79% of federal government’s total pension bill). Major weaponry procurement. Mega projects under FWO. Security enhancement (Rs.45 billion last year). Or businesses. Their revenues. Plots. Potential DHAs.
And supplementary grants? Like the one which they got a month back of Rs.1.66 billion for a surveillance project.
And how many supplementary grants?
There is another calculation which I leave to you: subtract debt programmes from the total federal budget, and then calculate how much is allocated to defence (%age) vs rest of the country – considering we are fighting a pandemic.
Anyway, don’t bother.
But don’t be ill-informed.
And don’t defend the defenders for God sake.
We saw our PM cry every other day for the poor on TV. As he had no strategy or plan to tackle the virus, he offered us crocodiles tears. Regularly. And then his team presented a budget – shamelessly – wherein every single component related to the poor has been robbed.
After him comes Gill. Then Chauhan. Then Rashid. Then the other Rashid. Then Mirza. Then another. Another. Another. And the whole day is spent in press conferences with exactly the same rhetoric.
Blaming past.
Blaming virus.
Blaming opponents.
Blaming media.
Blaming people.
‘Mafia’ is the new scapegoat.
Who is behind medicine and drugs price hike? Mafia.
Who is behind sugar prices? Mafia.
Who is behind wheat crisis? Mafia.
Who is behind petrol crisis? Mafia.
Who is behind your seat Mr. Prime Minister? Mafia.
Rarely you see doctors on TV. They are not included in committees to handle the virus. They are not allowed to speak publicly. Their voice is completely missing. And the budget too – criminally – has ignored doctors and their advice.
This isn’t war. In fact, there is no war around the world at the moment. The whole world is tackling the same crises and doing its best to prevent it.
And here, in the land of pure, the budget has been prepared based on the same old two nation theory. Diamonds for me. Nickels for you.
Sadly – and honestly – blaming Khan or PTI is foolish too. They aren’t ever in power.
Just like their predecessors.
And their predecessors.
And their predecessors.
Random Numbness (June 2020)
George Floyd
Malcolm X is as relevant today as he was back in the 60s. His brutally honest words took him to his grave. He knew he would be assassinated. There were attempts and phone taps and followings.
But he didn’t bow down.
Not to the FBI. Not to the US Government. Not to Elijah Mohammad. Not to the NOI. Not to anyone.
So – as he said after Kennedy’s assassination – chickens are coming home to roost.
US has seeded racial, religious and class discrimination across the world. Here, it is facing what it has done. But there are so many divisions among the Black community itself that it wouldn’t be now. Not this time. Until another Malcolm X arrives with the same brutal honesty.
Not Martin Luther King. Not Elijah Mohammed. Not Wallace Fard. But Malcolm X.
Now come to the police brutality.
Well, isn’t it the same here? Have you forgotten Sahiwal massacre? If you’ll compare US’s police with our local police, it will be a grotesque comparison. That cop who killed George Floyd has already been charged. On the contrary, our security personnel always go free after years of cooling-down-the-anger.
Like the killers of Sarfaraz Shah. The incident was recorded and went viral. But impotency here is so high that there wasn’t a single rally against the perpetrators.
And who can forget Rao Anwar’s 444 encounters. Even Supreme Court succumbed to his tactics.
And even if the police will do something tangible, like they did in case of Raymond Davis, boys will come to the rescue. Remember Pasha escorting Davis to the airport? Yes, you do. You didn’t utter a word.
But.
Your hypocrisy is conveniently making you talk. Big words. Justice. Equality. Law. Punishment. Shame.
Shame!
We are still on our way to become an uglier society. For over a decade, Hazara community has been targeted and killed. By state owned Lashkar-e-Jhangvi. Even IK tweeted this once.
Now, Hazara community has done the same and killed three young boys. This is completion of the cycle. But it is just the beginning of a vicious cycle. When victims become perpetrators, you know what’s coming.
So, don’t bother. You still have to compete with your own hypocritical dumbness.
And you have a topic. That Uzma, Usman, Sadaf, Shehroz stuff. Talk about that. Because you still have to figure out what’s better: to cheat and keep OR to divorce and marry.
Carry on.
Music!
Letter
Dear Taya Abu,
Glad to know you are doing so well in Ladakh. We are going mad with happiness. We are already trolling Phupho on Twitter. Proud of you.
But Taya Abu! While you are doing so good, do come forward for our little cousins in Srinagar. This is a request. End their misery once and for all.
In return, we will remain unconscious about our cousins in Uighur. Who? We don’t even know them. Keep making your concentration camps. If you need any help – I mean labour – we are a yuan away.
P.S. we accept your sons’ proposals for our sisters. You are welcome to take them anytime.
Best regards for your future endeavors in Hong Kong.
Collectively yours,
Begana Abdullah.
8303
Behind every flight is a story. Some are going for a family gathering. Some to attend a marriage. Some to grieve.
Some are with money and gifts. Some empty handed.
There are incomplete goodbyes on departure and awaited welcomes on arrivals. Goodbyes are always incomplete. There is always that last handshake, hug or kiss which is missed. Always.
And then there are plane crashes.
Mayday. Mayday. People waiting for their loved ones at the airport now have to receive them from the morgue.
The idea of crashing in itself is horrible. Imagine yourself in a plane going down. Your life flashing in your eyes. Death – horrible death – covering you from all dimensions. And you are stuck on your seat and can do nothing.
Behind every plane crash is a different story. Different tragedy. Sometimes, there are blunders. Sometimes, it’s technical. Sometimes, the planes are not managed properly – like in most cases of PIA. And other times, it’s just the call.
Death is fine. The way it comes isn’t. And we don’t have a choice. Except to die anyway.
Dying in a plane crash is one of the most horrible ways to have an ending. No hope. Severe shock. Everything jolting. Sudden knock of death. Everyone already mourning their own end. Everyone not-ready to be burnt alive.
And being on such a tragic plane with your family is another misery altogether. What can you do? What have you done? This can’t be karma. This can’t be explained.
Another such tragedy is of missing people. Families don’t know if their loved ones are alive. Some actually pray for their deaths. Mothers have gone on long marches demanding dead bodies of their son.
Because when you bury, you know the whole story. When you don’t, you are hanged alive. Not dying. And dying every moment.
May there be some value of life.
May there be some sense of responsibility in those who are working in such sensitive jobs.
May there be some empathy in those dealing in repair and maintenance of planes.
‘Here’ is before ‘hereafter’. Hereafter is nothing without here. It doesn’t even exist without here first.
With cornona epidemic, plane crash, unsafe kids, state violence, and national misery… can’t say ‘Eid Mubarik’.
May everyone rest in peace!
Those who are gone.
And those who aren’t.
Colonel Virus
Corona virus is new. Colonel virus is not.
Just imagine, if she did this with policemen, what would she do to civilians.
Then Imagine wives of higher hierarchy.
And then Imagine the higher hierarchy itself.
Try to get an idea of what the people of tribal areas and Balochistan must be going through.
Remember PTM? Their demands? One demand was to reduce the number of check-posts to save them of their daily dose of humiliation.
A few days back, a senior military official was fined due to traffic violation in India. In Pakistan, Motorway Police was beaten and tortured by the boys in 2016 for doing their duty. Pistols were shown. Power was demonstrated. And the case was done and dusted.
Like the case of Sarfraz Shah killed by Rangers in Karachi.
Or the case of Sahiwal massacre.
Or the case of Wapda lineman killed by an officer.
Or the case of Rao Anwar’s 444.
Or the mysterious escape of Ehsan Ullah Ehsan.
This can be a never ending list.
You cannot trial those who run the system. You cannot trial the owners. You cannot trial who can make you evaporate. You cannot do anything.
See the government. Imagine its helplessness. There are retired and on-duty officers on major civilian posts. Almost every major department is taken over. Like lands of DHAs all across the country.
Situation is as ugly as Suparco.
Founded in 1961, Abdus Salam was its first chairman along-with other great minds of the time. Administrative control of the commission remained under doctors and experts of the relevant field till 2001. Then it was taken over by army. Since 2001, you-know-who are running a pathetic show.
So, this colonel virus isn’t new. But our response and numbness is as miserable as it’s against corona virus.
Anyway,
Just accept.
Welcome this acceptance.
This would be your first step towards realization.
And this realization would materialize someday.
Till then, eat grass.
Random Numbness (May 2020)
You need to be Dumb to be that Numb
Asim replaces Firdaus. So? Nothing.
You need to be dumb to be that numb.
Once upon a time, Vawda brought a boot on a live TV show. To make a point. He did. Boot was the point. But you didn’t get it.
Anyway,
Shit happens. Security lapses. Bombs blasts. People die. Collateral damage. For the sake of argument… fine.
But ‘Ehsan Ullah Ehsan’ never happens. The one who is responsible for the goriest incident in the history of the country, doesn’t ‘escape’ like that. That doesn’t happen.
Yet it happened.
As if nothing happened.
This country was hijacked from the very beginning. Those who ran the machinery for their Colonial Lords, took charge of it.
Gora sahibs transformed into Kala sahibs. Same establishment. Same bureaucracy. Same nawabs. Same military.
Jinnah knew that very well. That’s why he was suspicious of Ayub and made stern remarks against his political ambitions.
But Jinnah died and a vicious cycle of ugliness started. People were labeled. Treason was imposed. Blood was sold. Jihad became business. History was mutated. To make a fortune of conglomerate businesses based on the political empire of violence and power.
Even Fatima Jinnah wasn’t spared. She was abused, labeled, defeated and then silenced. The first opposition leader died mysteriously in her Mohatta Palace.
With Fatima Jinnah’s death, dissent was muted. Forever.
But every now and then, Asma Jahangirs and Habib Jalibs came. They roared. Their roar became words of defiance. And they were labeled too.
And here with real masters behind the curtains, we have puppets presenting an expensive show; Buzdar as CM, Tareen as no one. All the visionaries of change being ugly and greedy. Being busy in legal crimes to make fortunes with subsidies.
People believe a democracy is in place. Which is not. Which never was.
People think that the PM is the PM. Who is not. Who never was.
People think that Parliament has power. Which does not. Which never had.
And you are too numb to get the point.
Wanna-Be Warriors against Covid-19
Two Black Hawk Helicopters took flight from Jalalabad (Afghanistan). Reached Abottabad. Executed a brutal operation for around 40 minutes. And flew back to Afghanistan.
Those who couldn’t detect that, are spying on Covid-19 suspects. Imagine the irony.
Let’s look at it another way. Let’s ‘assume’ they knew about the operation. And were part of the plan: to feel without moaning. And they did as were told.
But doesn’t the second case make it even more deplorable?
No. Let’s take the first-case. And behave! They didn’t know.
But irony sustains.
I remember when a judge inquired ‘them’ about a guy who was abducted for weeks without a proper trial. And they said that they were unable to unlock the laptop.
Irony. Sustains.
And Ehsan Ullah Ehsan. Those who were ‘unable’ to keep an ugly terrorist in custody, are trying to portray as frontline warriors against a pandemic. Or maybe, the ‘escape’ was… Behave!
Such irony.
Pimps. Sold Jihad. Sold religion. Sold people. Sold blood. Sold narrative. Sold every single thing they could sell.
Even our history is ironic. For example in 71, majority got tired of minority and decided to separate ways. Let me rephrase. Majority. Got tired. Of minority. And founded another country.
Irony.
A question: Why duffers are always referred as ‘intelligence’?
The virus had at least taught the world who the actual frontline warriors are. The doctors. Not the duffers.
All they want is to portray themselves alongside the doctors. All they want is to keep the stage. To be relevant. To be the frontline warriors. However, they have always been the backstage dealers.
Anyway. With all the precautionary paradoxes and the PM and his team and Tariq Jameel and his tears and the intelligence and all the puppets of the uniform disguising a civil rule… we don’t need to panic.
Covid-19 is in safe hands.