Post Pehalgam

Truth lies beneath.

Truth. Lies. Oxymoron.

A billion-dollar industry thrives on both sides, selling the same story to their poor, hungry, illiterate, stunted, malnourished, thirsty, diseased taxpayers.

The story of more weapons, more military, more missiles, more tanks, more fighter jets, more martyrs, more blood… and more budget.

Budget. More.

Behind the smokescreen stand the same ugly profiteers of war. Poor will suffer. Poor will die. Poor will make the news. And the rich war capitalists will grow richer from the starved-nations’ budget – without firing a bullet or standing in the war zone.

This is business. It has always been business.

In history, wars were for the ego of a man, a couple of men, a family, or a dynasty.

Today, wars are fought for those whose names and faces are hidden behind songs and war advertisements. They remain hidden – but they make profit from every single drop of blood, spilled or forgotten.

Cholistan Canal Project

Before Cholistan Canal Project, there was a book about such business ventures. Things deteriorated though with the nosediving economy and business environment, but one business industry – a diversified conglomerate – has flourished. Military Business i.e., MilBus.

When Ayesha Siddiqa originally published “Military Inc.” in 2007, she was ridiculed not only by the state but by the patriotic people of Pakistan too without even being read. The data, numbers, graphs, and words in her book were extraordinary. An objective book on a subjective topic at least till then.

In 2007, the estimated total value of MilBus in Pakistan was $20 billion. How much would that be today? $50-$60 billion? Perhaps. You can’t audit. You can’t know.

Anyway, let’s come to Cholistan Canals Project. Civilians are leading and civilians are fighting over it, and civilians are debating it, and civilians are funding it; yet it is an uncivil project. The directive to get it done comes from the ‘real’ Islamabad. And it’s an order.

There are six canals in total. Two are the real canals. Four are to confuse you with their ill intentions. “No, no, see, it is for Balochistan and Sindh too…”. Umm, no.

The Sutlej and Ravi rivers are almost dead. The Ravi has been tapped off officially. The Sutlej received huge water flows two years back only because there were severe floods in India. Otherwise, it’s also a dead river. The Sutlej could have been a source for this project had it been alive, as it passes through Bahawalnagar, Vehari, and Bahawalpur before merging with the Chenab near Uch Sharif.​

In the western rivers (Indus, Jhelum, and Chenab), the inflow of water is gradually depleting. Glaciers in the northern mountains are melting faster – which increase the inflow of water in the rivers temporarily. Then we have rain / flood water too but that is only in a particular season and cannot be considered a reliable source for the entire year. Or corporate farming.

Here are some lies and myths of this project.

Sindh alone will not suffer. Both Punjab and Sindh will suffer. The landless farmers, the poor, middle, and lower-middle-class individuals, and those without influence in Islamabad and Rawalpindi will also suffer. Lands will be grabbed. Remember the Okara farmers? That land grabbing is going to expand massively. Also, when water is diverted from central Punjab to the southeastern side, a giant cultivated region will be deprived.

Then there is another lie of surplus water. There is no additional water. The current reservoirs are already shrinking. Punjab’s aquifer is on a substantial risk already with unaccounted pumping all across the province. Homes, car-wash centers, construction sites, factories, and mills, etc. are all sucking water out of the land and there is no bureaucracy to halt this as it halts files, development, and social services.

The feasibility study of this project is compromised. Perhaps done by some incompetents hired and managed by the bureaucracy to give it a legitimate light.

Environmental impact considerations are bogus. That has not even been considered – not a concern for them, honestly. Just like the cement factories in the Chakwal region, which had a severe negative impact on the environment. Underground water reservoirs were used so mercilessly that the whole region’s water levels fell immensely.

And there is no additional water. There is no water surplus. It’s a business for the sake of business. Not for the country or its civil residents.

Sindh will suffer. So will Punjab. It’s a dictatorial venture.

PPP was going to nod and sign on it had it been conceived well. Things went out of their hands, so Bilawal had to make some ‘democratic noise’.

PMLN has this mandate because of the ones who are entering corporate farming. Else, they didn’t even get enough mandate to had a healthy opposition. So, they will do whatever they can for their masters.

With Shehbaz Sharif as the PM, Ahsan Iqbal as the Federal Minister for Planning & Development, and an entire bureaucracy of following the orders as received; this project will see the light of the day. Maybe with a little amendment, but this will happen.

Not long ago, similar businessmen identified a big chunk of land right at the center of Lahore. The land that initially received migrants and their mutilated dead bodies from across the border after Partition of 1947. The land that has thousands of graves underneath, but time bulldozed them.

Government and Punjab Cabinet were taken on board. Even with petitions by citizens against the venture, the plan was made, and it has been executed against the environment and wellbeing of the city.

The land was then marked and cleaned. Sold for pennies to different investors. Pretty much the same businessmen that have their eyes on Cholistan.

That land is Walton. It even made headlines as ‘Waltongate Scandal’. Dawn reported on it consistently.

Walton Airport – the oldest airport of Pakistan was removed and relocated. The idea of Babe-e-Pakistan Bagh was shrunk to minimum size.

Central Business Development (CBD) was established. Infrastructure of roads has been laid. Walton Road has been made in the light of business ventures. Tall buildings are being constructed in CBD. The new road ‘Route 47’ will be inaugurated in 2 days.

From migrants of 47 to Route 47.

It could and should have been the Central Park of Lahore on New York’s design. It could and should have been the breathing gardens of Lahore.

But no. This entire country is a business.

Balochistan is not livable. Not tolerable. Not good enough for tourism too. But yes, it’s a perfect land for minerals, mining, trade, smuggling, CEPC, and wealth.

Cholistan is a desert. Only the stupidest of the stupid country would try to transform a desert into a farm with the present water risks and scarcity.

But when you have already taken big chunks of lands in cities and villages, only deserts are left now. Then it’s time for Desert Rose and you shall get your due and undue share of thorns and thirst.

With that, Jumma Mubarik.

The Movie ‘Chhaava’, Marathas, Mughals & Sub-Continent

After Ranjit Singh’s empire, I have always been fascinated by Maratha and Mysore. But making a movie like “Chaava” is an absolute disgrace to history as well as cinema.

In 1526, Babar won the First Battle of Panipat against Ibrahim Lodhi and established the Mughal Empire in India: ending Delhi Sultanate’s rule. But was that India as of India today? Or even as India-Pakistan-Bangladesh together as one unified empire? Ever?

No. It never even existed as a concept. British India made this map of India. Before that, it never even was a concept.

Consider ‘India-Pakistan-Bangladesh’ as ‘Sub-Continent’ from now on in this piece.

Over 2,000 years ago, it was Indus Valley Civilization. In scattered parts of Punjab, Sindh and KP of today’s Pakistan.

The oldest civilization in Sub-Continent was Mehrgarh of Balochistan which was founded 7,000 BC i.e., 9,000 years ago. I wrote on Mehrgarh some time back which you can find on the page. Ironically, we have tried our best to keep Balochistan as it was 9,000 years ago. Quite remarkable.

Maurya Empire (322 to 185 BC) can be called the closest to unified Sub-Continent but even that didn’t cover entire South India (Karnataka, Kerala, Andhra Pradesh, and Tamil Nadu) as well as East India (Mizoram, Manipur, Nagaland, Assam, and Meghalaya). Here goes 9 states of modern India altogether.

But Maurya Empire had Afghanistan and certain parts of Iran (Persia) too. Is that part of Indian myth too?

There were other empires like Gupta, Chola, etc. but none was as big as Maurya. After Maurya, it was only Mughal Empire from which you can forcibly extract the concept of unified Sub-Continent. In AD times – not CE or BC – it was only Mughal Empire that can give the modern saffron Indians the logic of grand unified region. Ideally speaking, Mughals should have been the heroes of Modi and BJP.

There is another myth of Ghauri and Ghaznavi as being ‘outsiders’ who came and looted and killed India. Well, that’s neither entirely true nor entirely false. You don’t need to take side of anyone in history. Just present it as it was.

First of all, there were no insiders or outsiders at that time. If Afghanistan was part of Maurya Empire, then both Ghauri and Ghaznavi were insiders. That would be enough of an argument for myopic idiots who just cherry-pick an idea with an already established bias of theirs.

After Asoka of Mauryan Empire, teachings of Buddha were prevalent as much in Afghanistan as they were in Northern Pakistan and India.

But yes, both Ghauri and Ghaznavi came for wealth in modern day Pakistan and India, which they did with wars and bloodshed. The demolition of Temple of Somnath was the ugliest action of Ghaznavi, and no one should defend or glorify that.

But also remember that long before Ghauri and Ghaznavi, Maryan Rulers attacked Afghanistan for wealth too. Asoka extended his empire to Afghanistan. Kanishka also included large parts of Afghanistan in his empire.

Again, no need to take side. You don’t need to defend anyone.

By the way, ever wondered why Alexander The Great came to India and almost reached Lahore? Yes, he wanted to teach philosophy of his teacher Aristotle to the people of India, but Raja Porus was too uneducated to understand the philosophy of life.

Alexander The Great was The Great. Ghauri and Ghaznavi were not. Well, none of them were. They were warrior kings and rulers.

Anyway, back to the topic. India was never a unified Sub-Continent ever in history. Until the British Raj arrived in the land of hundreds of princely states – all fighting each other. Cake for East India Company. Just like it was for Mamluks to establish Delhi Sultanate in 1206.

It was Delhi Sultanate from 1206 (Qutbuddin Aibak) to 1526 (Ibrahim Lodhi) that not only saved the region from the mighty power of Mongols but also established a system of governance. There were definitely flaws and issues but those were modern times of India in comparison to the rest of the world.

That Delhi Sultanate – which is also being wrongly portrayed in modern cinema – made Delhi the capital of the region for the first time. Delhi of Delhi Sultanate made Delhi as we know it today. That bad too?

The first female ruler of the Sub-Continent was Raziya Sultana (1236 to 1240). A small but significant rule.

By the way, which region ever had a dynasty named after slaves?

Currency was created. Coins were introduced. Trade flourished. Region was consolidated. Mostly liberal and secular social values. Sub-Continent became the richest region of the world. Roads were made. Shelters were established. Security was gradually enhanced. Infrastructures were raised.

Reminds me of another movie “Padmaavat” where Alauddin Khilji was ridiculed. Yes, he was not particularly noble or righteous ruler, but he did stop mighty Mongols from invading the Sub-Continent. He raised a big military and reorganized it. He branded his cavalry. Trade, market, and economy were reformed under his rule. That was all ignored obviously. Historians do not write him off as he was portrayed in that blockbuster movie. He holds a significant value among historians.

Come to the First Battle of Panipat of 1526 again. Yes, an outsider Babar (a Mongol to establish Mughal Empire) captured Delhi. Died in 1530. Humayun ruled from 1530-56 (excluding 5 years of Sher Shah Suri from 1540-45). Then Akbar from 1556-1605. After Akbar, all Mughal rulers had Indian mothers’ generation after generation. Yet, they remain outsiders for idiots.

The movie “Chhaava” mentioned traitors on both Mughal and Maratha sides but kept on ridiculing one side more than the other. Even ridiculing a certain bloodline.

Then the guerilla actions were too funny. A whole troop was decimated by a small guerilla army of Marathas swinging with ropes through trees. Another troop was killed by guerilla jumping out of river to impossible heights. Another guerilla army was waiting underground. No, not in the underground bunkers but just underneath the earth (without oxygen) of a village which was already attacked and destroyed by the Mughals. Only after the village was burnt down, they jumped out of the earth to decimate the Mughals.

History isn’t a comedy like that.

Founder of Maratha Empire – Shivaji Maharaj – had a Treaty of Purandar (1665) with Mughals. Aurangzeb Alamgir treated him honorably and his Darbar referred to him as ‘Raja’. Shivaji was a progressive and brave ruler but no he wasn’t born in direct defiance of Mughals. He wanted to establish his own Maratha Rule, and he wanted his sons to take-over after him. It wasn’t ‘Sawaraj’ as depicted in the movie.

Marathas under Shivaji attacked Mughals first in 1650s. After Mughals defeated them, the above-mentioned treaty was signed. In 1666, he came to meet Aurangzeb who treated him not according to Shivaji’s expectations. He showed his anger by publicly protesting. Hence, the king ordered him to be placed under house arrest.

Could have been killed instantly along with his son by Aurangzeb as the later was portrayed overly ruthless in every scene of the movie. No?

Son of Shivaji, Sambhaji (later on Chhatrapati Sambhaji Maharaj Vicky Kaushal) once defected from his father to the Mughals in 1667. He joined Mughals and left Marathas for a brief time. However, he went to join Marathas again later on. Did the movie provide the audience with even a minor hint of that?

According to certain historians – not entirely credible – in the Battle of Bhupargarh (1679), Sambhaji was fighting with the Mughal army against the Marathas. Again, this needs to be verified diligently as internet has so much varying information on this topic. Wikipedia claims it to be true, but Wikipedia is not always reliable.

Moreover, history is also divided on who Shivaji wanted to succeed him as the ruler of the Maratha Empire. It wasn’t Sambhaji as a clear successor, as depicted in the movie, and there were bloody rebellions against him.

Such a ridiculous movie.

Note: I wrote a post on ‘1799’ about a year ago. Can be found easily on the website of the page. Do read that too because that year holds a lot of significance in human history from America to Europe to South Asia. Other than the year 1453.

PMS & PAS

In private companies and multinationals, The higher you go in the hierarchy, the more you see people who know more. Experts. Doers. Even in negative sense, like those who deal in litigations, know how to drag a case for decades.

These people rarely change their industry or field of expertise. So, they keep on growing and becoming genius. By that, I don’t mean they’re righteous too.

In government services, things are different. The higher you see in the hierarchy, you will get to see people who know less. They are mostly dumb and clueless, yet absolutely confident in their own world.

A Secretary is more confused than Special Secretary who knows less than the Additional Secretary who doesn’t know the relevant Deputy Secretary who doesn’t know where the Section Officer is. Just like that. But then, a Secretary doesn’t like to talk to Section Officer directly – who happens to know comparatively more than them. So, they get annoyed.

For example, a Secretary will forward a WhatsApp message to Special Secretary who will forward the same to Additional Secretary who will forward it to… getting it? This is frustrating. So, they need someone to hit with insults and shouts.

Before going further, let me elaborate on different species of civil disservice. There are CSPs, inducted through the CSS exam at the federal level. They have different groups, of which top are PAS followed by PSP, FSP, etc. By the bottom end, there are CSS groups who are nothing more than regularized clerks happened to have cleared the exam.

Then comes PMS – a PAS kinda service but at provincial level.

PMS Officers are usually there to get the spit of PAS Officers. They are human punching bags. Help in defusing the tension. And that’s their core responsibility.

You will identify a PMS from PAS instantly. A dumb PAS will look confident, but a dumb PMS will look dumb. One is a hypocrite; the other one is a plain idiot.

“You may ask: why do they choose to accept such ugly jobs? Well, what else could the do? Who else would hire them? A private organization or MNC? One has to make a living, be it based on spit from higher hierarchy. Also, even if the pay is less, perks are enormous.

They get good cars. Free petrol. Big houses. Managed electricity bills. Opportunity to study abroad after induction. Interest free loans in millions. PRs. Fruits and vegetables in bulk. Party invitations. Almost daily gifts. Drivers and maids. Under the table salary. Over the table salary. Behind the curtain salary.

You get your salary, and it goes to rent, maid, kitchen, petrol, bills, car maintenance, etc. and then you have some to spend at will. They get everything and then comes salary.

You can’t even comprehend that. Leave it.

The point is, PASs and PMSs officers are nurtured by the state. Till death. And even then, they deceive, belittle and hurt this country whenever they can and wherever they can.

Anyway. Dragged it a lot. Just wanted to tell you that PMS had a clearly defined job responsibility.

Walli – Chapter 11: The Inferno

Congratulations. We’ve made it this far into 2025. Through pain. Through misery. Being pathetic. Being miserable. Being the scum of the universe. With the same consistent tragedy since 2014.

Yes, there was a breakthrough. In December 2015 that lasted till June 2016. But who shall answer and who should be punished for the sin committed uninterrupted from August 2014 to December 2015?  

If I wish to drag you for 17 months to eternal abomination, will you understand that?

Will you get my urge to do that?

Will you relate to the gratification I would taste then?

Will I attain nirvana afterwards?

Will I be God then?

I object.

Yet, I pronounce you all to eternal punishment in the ultimate hellfire. You do get that need of God? When He can burn, and He shall. Why not burn you all forever and ever and ever when He can? What else would He like to do?  

Divine Deviations. Like Revelations.

Who shall we hang now? For 2016 to 2025? And how? Hang till death yet death unpermitted and a body jolting by the tight rope forever. And ever. And ever?

God punishing his creation, humans.

All other creations serving humans, being slaughtered in millions everyday.

Then God judging humans on bestowed pain and misery.

Then God deciding the fate on missteps taken during tragic times.

Then…

I object.

Change the subject. God is dead.

No, He isn’t. The one who wasn’t born can’t die.

That’s your creation.

Humans punishing their creation, God.

Hanged. Punished. Buried. Then what? Who shall bring back the decade of alienation? Who should be punished eternally? For whom shall I ignite the fiercest fires of the inferno that I have made in a parallel universe?

You thought I was sitting idle? No. I plan and make heavens. Then I renovate them into purgatories. And then I bestow my final artistry of transforming them into infernos. What else could I do?

To whom this finest inferno may concern. To whom? Imagine your ‘Sabr’ tested by ‘Sabirs’ – relentlessly – for over a decade.

But then, things aren’t beautiful anywhere else too. See your own miserable existence. See the children being butchered. The civilizations being evaporated. The bombs being dropped over cities. The missiles striking hospitals. Ambulances being ambushed. Children dying of AIDS. ICUs of hospitals getting short of beds.

And blood.

Murder. Murders. Mass murders. Genocide. War. Wars. So much blood in streets, on TV screens. Still shortage of blood. Everyone is asking for blood. More blood donation. Need more. Want more. Bleed more. Save more.  

Save more? Lives!

Why don’t your patients die in peace? Why don’t you let them go? Why do you cling them back to this life? Is it your selfishness that you want the sick patient to stay in your life? Just because you’ll miss them. Pain of distance. Distant pain. Or is it about the unknown world ahead we all don’t know about.

Oh, you know. You do. You know everything about hereafter. Fine. Then let them go. Let them be free of this body, this world, this misery, this pain, these medicines, these wards, these circus of blood donations. Let them die.

Let your parents die. Let your children die. Let your siblings die too. Why do you raise children clearly knowing that they will suffer. Why don’t you wish them peaceful death at an early age so they may sleep in peace among their toys and colorful dreams?

You won’t. You can’t. Even when you know the ultimate truths of life, you bring and raise children and you love them and hug them and inhale them and bring to them whatever you can only to leave them in the unlivable world afterwards – where these children must transform themselves into evil giants to survive.

Your every decision – in any direction – a misdirection.

Those who die in hospitals suffer more than those who die in a drone attack. Those who get a direct bullet shot in brain suffer far less than those incubated in air-conditioned private room. Twenty instant deaths in bomb blasts have a cumulative less suffering than those who are wounded in the same blast and tend to live for some decades.

We know that. Yet, we ignore that. We choose pain. Intentionally. What we see is all we know. What we don’t see is a horror story of a more painful eternal life. Even with all the beliefs, blind following, no questions and no answers; we have sincere doubts.

With the minimum words and without a book, if I may have made the point about suffering enough – I hope you may suffer. You may suffer in life. And you may suffer in death. Your existence may become unbearable for your own existence.

May you feel trapped in your body.

May you die of the exhale from your own lungs.

May your words wrap your own tongue.

May you wish for death.

May you live forever.

Walli – Prologue to Chapter 11

Do you wonder when you see a wrist with multiple, shiny, parallel, horizontal scars? Blade Marks or wrist cuts. Maybe you don’t. Why don’t they look unattractive?

Behind every cut is a story. Obviously. Could be anything. Lost love. Breakup. Goodbye. Death. Depression. Something.

Mostly, it’s love. Lost love. About the one you think is the one until the one becomes ‘the lost one’ and so… blade marks. Idiotic. But a huge portion of literature and poetry has been all about love, which has its branches and breaches deeply rooted in lust; but we prefer to call it love.

Writing, talking, and thinking about lips. Gait. Voice. Hair. Complexion. Height. Eyes. No one’s talking about the intellectual capacity of the other one or the conversations that talk beyond the universe. Maybe because that is not what love is.

There’s no ‘one’. Neo was the last ‘one’. Next is… wait.

Anyway, back to the blade marks of the lady behind the counter. Offering ice cream. Wonder how she executed the whole process? To let the pain bleed. Leaving the body. Making tiny paths through the sink. Dumping. Into the gutter.

Yet, pain stays. Because it cannot be bled out. It needs to be kept inside. It needs to be nurtured. Taken care of. Because it stays.

109 billion have died so far in this world. Your ‘one and only’ can’t be from those 109 billion. ‘The one’ must be alive in your time zone to initiate a love affair, that usually starts from lust. You can call it crush. Or cuteness. Or whatever your level of being an idiot is.

Comes the current 8 billion. 4 billion is the other gender. Then 3.99 billion are those you never meet. In the end, it leaves around 50 or so options. Out of which, max 5 would consider you as a partner. And then comes the one. Can lead to divorce. Pretty strong chances. Or it can be a suffering prolonged till one of the two dies. As vowed.

What if you find love later in life? After marriage? Then what? Extramarital affair? For the one?

By the way, if you convert ‘the one’ with ‘another one’; you may score a century.

The algorithm that runs the systems has its errors. Some errors are as idiotic as poetry. There is no ‘one’. It’s an illusion. That’s fine though. People must have reasons to live and reasons to die. I have some. Cigarettes among them.

However, Walli has a major reason. The one in which he has specialized with comprehensively crafted research of 11 years. It will be 11 years this April. This pain starts with M. It’s all in the name of M. Remember that story?

In the name of MARYAM!

When Socrates had to die to live forever.

When Mansur Al Haj had to be insulted to be elevated forever.

When Nietzsche had to get insanely mad to become Übermensch.

When Hussain had to bleed to live for generations to come.

And when Dante had to leave for hell so he could write divine comedy.

Don’t you remember? Don’t you remember Walli? He breathed on your neck for some time.

What if the wrist is clean? No blade marks. No wound. Nothing. Only blue veins neatly passing through the system that generates those illusions? Does that mean no story? No blade marks, no pain?

Some bleed once. Some bleed twice. And some bleed forever. They nurture their pain and keep it near their heart as a sacred message for the heavens and hells together.

Have you wondered what if you die with these cuts? Don’t you care about the trauma you give to the pain? Don’t you want to keep it alive? Don’t you want to live by it? Stand by it? And finally, die by it?

Walli doesn’t have blade marks. But he has a story. That story starts with M. And it lives without through the reddish trails of the sink. It lives.

And she lives too. Among you.

Serpents

“If you have problems with this country, then leave this country.”

“It’s easy to bark from outside. Come back and then talk about this country.”

—–

“He has brought his children to the country. See, he is raising the next generation to rule us.”

“He hasn’t brought his children to the country because he knows this country is worthless; yet he himself wants to rule forever.”

—–

“These celebrities shouldn’t speak on political and religious matters. They know nothing.”

“See, these celebrities never speak. They prefer to remain silent because they are privileged and don’t mind injustice outside their comfort zones.”

—–

“Foreign companies come here, loot us, and take our money abroad.”

“We need foreign direct investment else we are going to be bankrupt.”

—–

“They are poor because they don’t work hard.”

“They came out of poverty after cheating the system.”

—–

“We must preserve our culture and traditions.”

“Our culture and traditions have brought us to this disadvantage in comparison to the world.”

—–

“He never changes himself.”

“He’s changed. He’s not the same person I admired once.”

—–

“Our family system defines well-being of our next generation.”

“Our family system has destroyed the potential of our generation.”

—–

“There is no compulsion in religion.”

“The state must implement religion through laws.”

—–

“A woman should be independent.”

“A woman without a man is incomplete.”

—–

“See her. Looks don’t matter. Hard work does.”

“See, looks matter. Otherwise, what else does she have?”

—–

“She should take divorce. How long is she going to face violence and torture? She’s setting a bad example for her daughters.”

“She took divorce because she wanted to live free without any responsibility. She’s a bad example.”

—–

“He’s a family man. Else he could have used his potential to make a fortune.”

“All he has made is worthless money after neglecting his domestic roles and responsibilities.”

—–

“Men who rape should be castrated and imprisoned for life.”

“She was asking for it. It was long overdue. Can’t blame men for everything.”

—–

“The constitution allows us freedom of speech.”

Beep. The one who spoke is missing.